This is me.
I know that I always say that I haven’t been able to actually sit down and type some stuff down on here, but in reality (well, I don’t really have a lot of time with college and stuff) I just haven’t really sat down and… thought. I’ve been keeping myself busy in order to avoid listening to my inner thoughts. I know this is something really bad, but whatever. I guess it’s my way of saying that I shouldn’t care and make myself believe that I really shouldn’t care about anything other than my education, which is probably the only thing that I can control right now.
So, it’s my second year in college. Sophomore status. However, this year it seems that I finally get that second chance. I thought that when I first left home to come to JMU that I was given a second chance, but problems from my past followed me into my freshman year. I hate that. This year though, I have managed to completely eliminate certain problems because I know that it’s best for me. To let go of certain things and to let go of certain people. I’m not going to lie and say I have completely taken everything out that has come along with over the past few years, but I’ll say that I did take out one part that was damaging my well-being the most. There are still some problems that I have, but it’s okay right now. Just okay.
And this is the end of my post that is updating you. You being someone that doesn’t really exist because I can honestly bet that no one even knows about what I’m writing, but I don’t honestly care. I prefer my own words to be out here somewhere then to just be stuck inside of me. So yeah, I’m going to try to continue updating this, but I am not making any promises that that will happen. We’ll see how long it takes for me to make another post.